~There is a magic moment that comes late in September,
even in California or Arizona, when a breeze picks up and you notice it feels
and smells different…just a tiny bit cooler and touched with the scent of dried
leaves. It may be very subtle, possibly only
a subconscious wish, but it is enough to make you stop and think maybe you will
make some soup this weekend and wonder where you put that box of sweaters.
This
is nature’s clock…a soft reminder that a change is coming and summer’s long
warm days will be leaving soon. Maybe my sensitivity to this change comes from
being part of the anti-season retail holiday machine for so many years. My work calendar was always wacky…worrying
about Jack-O Lantern plates on the Fourth of July… Labor Day was a Christmas
deadline…Valentine’s Day was spent debating whether or not this was finally the
year for peacock blue Christmas decorations. Afflicted with CSCD… chronic seasonal confusion disorder…I am always on
the lookout for signs… longingly hoping that Fall is really, finally, on the
way! Even though it means I will have to break down and put on some socks…it is
my most favorite time of year. “Autumn Leaves” is my favorite song…17 versions
on my Ipod…if you have lived in a cave and never heard this beautiful song,
grab a box of Kleenex and listen to the Eva Cassidy version first.
Thanksgiving
is by far my favorite holiday. Family
and friends gathering with the heart-filled intention to lovingly share
gratitude, grace, a wonderful meal, and secretly gloat over their faultless
sweet potato casserole…how perfect is that.
It is all that is good about Christmas without the insane hype, pressure
and endless gift wrapping.
Most
of my life I lived autumn’s riotous colors, and beauty vicariously through magazine
covers. Glorious, burnt oranges, rich harvest
golds and warm, velvety browns never held any appeal to me as clothes or décor,
but somehow nature always gets it perfect.
I could stare at a bowlful of fall leaves for hours, marveling at the abundance,
depth and interplay of the colors…or for that matter, the October gourd display
in front of the grocery store.
I have an outstandingly vivid visual memory of
flying into Providence, Rhode Island on a chilly, clear Fall morning. During the flight, I had been running the
day’s agenda through my head, amping up to resolve some work issues rhino on
steroids style. The captain came on over
the intercom and announced we were a few minutes early and would have to circle
until a gate opened up. I glanced out
the window and had my breath taken away…sun glinting on bright white houses in
a sea of deep umbers and crimsons, all framed by the vivid cerulean blue ocean…
stunning. It was the kind of amazing, pictorial
wonder that makes everyone day dream of being a photographer for Life magazine. When my breath returned, I had a complete
spiritual reset…the rest of the day was calm, peaceful and productive and all
employees lived to see another day. For
the record, Webster’s definition of Providence is divine guidance…funny huh?
Autumn
is roasting season, a farmer’s market harvest of turnips, carrots, beets and
potatoes, sizzling in a bit of olive oil and sea salt…an acorn squash
fragrantly filled with shallots and sage…or something thick and peasant-y…like a
succulent cassoulet or lamb stew. Everything gets a little bit richer and a lot heartier. The days grow shorter and after the stretched
out, languorous, sultry evenings of summer, chilly darkness starting to creep
in at five o’clock can be a little freaky. This is the exact time to have a substantial, soul and body nourishing
pot of French onion soup simmering on the stove and a cinnamon-y apple crisp,
fresh out of the oven… hot, delicious and comforting… waiting to warmly welcome
every one back home.
“The
falling leaves drift by the window,
The
autumn leaves of red and gold
I
see your lips, the summer kisses,
the
sunburned hands I used to hold.
Since you went away,
the
days grow long.
And
soon I'll hear old winter's song.
But
I miss you most of all my darling
When
autumn leaves start to fall.
From “Autumn
Leaves”, English lyrics by Johnny Mercer
From "Warm Hearth: Comforting love-filled recipes for family, friends and cozy fireplace afternoons," by Mango Dragonfly. Available at Amazon.com.
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